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My journey has for a long time involved deep introspections, and subtle awarenesses of my perception and Consciousness... whatever method I have chosen to summon a confrontation with my ultimate self, I have always held in mind my honorable intentions of Truth and Understanding, not just for myself, but for All... although, it is my own enticement with the Mystery that keeps me going, I know... but each time that I have seen my True Face, the impression remains... the Insights fade... and then slowly some of the impression fades as well... but over time I have begun to leave myself clues... to lead me back to the Truth of this Reality and this Existence... synchronicities lie along the fault lines swirling out from the Tear in the fabric of This Manifestation... through which pears the One Consciousness... and the tear is a tear through many layers... cascading into the distance... and that distance is leading away from me... but that which leads away... describes a path that also leads towards... and tracing backwards I have done to find the Source... and you know the Source is the One Being... so there is nothing else but the ebb and flow of multiplicities to play with for an eternity, or else a choice to dwell in union and timelessness... and this is our dance... back and forth between the two... and our sorrow, and our joy... so I Love you... since I see in your face, my own endlessness, my own other side hidden 'hind your eyes... and out from the Center folds layers and layers of shrouding Mystery, and veils of Forgetting between my own Gaze and the TransConscious Memory holding reality to it's patterns... a consensual Bondage into a world of illusion for the ride of lifetime... every lifetime... for every one... and then no one... until again, another way, another when...

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the Self reflecting in the Self

and thus cascades our illusion into world upon world upon world

a Vision I had the other day, was of my mind inside itself... the symmetry of my mind and sensation as it divided throughout the body... swirling out in its double helix wrapping around itself and out into time and space, the history, the future... and at the center of that ... the ultimate perception within the body of consciousness entering ... through a channel... flapping on and off... on and off... blinking in rhythm... a wave of vibration... and the Flutter of that vibration... a level of self outside of self and inside of Self... the Butterfly had Flown... it was I in my Faery form... within myself outside myself... a Butterfly Being of Light peaking into this plane...

and the trail always continues... I looked as I'm prone to do... I choose now to find, blaze, and re-blaze the trails... the Butterfly was caught in my mind... do you know what the ancient Greek word for butterfly is? I don't remember knowing this before a few days ago... It has multiple meanings... but the word for butterfly as we know it today, is Psyche...

www.insects.org/ced4/etymology.html

see the entry... [Also meant "soul", and "breath" (now "mind", of course).]

this is elating...

but... I'm not "caught" on this butterfly layer either... I've seen the Self reflecting the Self, and even residing in itself without reflection... I know each reference layer holds beauty and magick for sure, but each is also only an illusory step away from union and a plane of convergence through which the synchronicity swirls do spin... reaching backwards into me

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I would, however, Love to raise the center of gravity of my share of Being to the Butterfly of Light level... to dwell, onwards and upwards...

Peace and Growth, Love and Light,
Brian

Endless Love,
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